from John
Inglefield’s Thanksgiving...
On the evening of Thanksgiving Day, John Inglefield, the blacksmith,
sat in his elbow-chair, among those who had been keeping festival
at his board. Being the central figure of the domestic circle,
the fire threw its strongest light on his massive and sturdy
frame, reddening his rough visage, so that it looked like the
head of an iron statue, all aglow, from his own forge, and with
its features rudely fashioned on his own
anvil. At John Inglefield’s right hand was an empty chair.
The other places round the hearth were filled by the members
of the family, who all sat quietly, while, with a semblance
of fantastic merriment, their shadows danced on the wall behind
then. One of the group was John Inglefield’s son, who
had been bred at college, and was now a student of theology
at Andover. There was also a daughter of sixteen, whom nobody
could look at without thinking of a rosebud almost blossomed.
The only other person at the fireside was Robert Moore, formerly
an apprentice of the blacksmith, but now his journeyman, and
who seemed more like an own son of John Inglefield than did
the pale and slender student.
Only these four had kept New England’s festival beneath
that roof. The vacant chair at John Inglefield’s right
hand was in memory of his wife, whom death had snatched from
him since the previous Thanksgiving. With a feeling that few
would have looked for in his rough nature, the bereaved husband
had himself set the chair in its place next his own; and often
did his eye glance thitherward, as if he deemed it possible
that the cold grave might send back its tenant to the cheerful
fireside, at least for that one evening. Thus did he cherish
the grief that was dear to him. But there was another grief
which he would fain have torn from his heart; or, since that
could never be, have buried it too deep for others to behold,
or for his own remembrance. Within the past year another member
of his household had gone from him, but not to the grave. Yet
they kept no vacant chair for her.
While John Inglefield and his family were sitting round the
hearth with the shadows dancing behind them on the wall, the
outer door was opened, and a light footstep came along the passage.
The latch of the inner door was lifted by sonic familiar hand,
and a young girl came in, wearing a
cloak and hood, which she took off, and laid on the table beneath
the looking-glass. Then, after gazing a moment at the fireside
circle, she approached, and took the seat at John Inglefield’s
right hand, as if it had been reserved on purpose for her.
“Here I am, at last, father,” said she. “You
ate your Thanksgiving dinner without me, but I have come back
to spend the evening with you.”
Yes, it was Prudence Inglefield. She wore the same neat and
maidenly attire which she had been accustomed to put on when
the household work was over for the day, and her hair was parted
from her brow, in the simple and modest fashion that became
her best of all. If her cheek might otherwise have been pale,
yet the glow of the fire suffused it with a healthful bloom.
If she had spent the many mouths of her absence in guilt and
infamy, yet they seemed to have left no traces on her gentle
aspect. She could not have looked less altered, had she merely
stepped away from her father’s fireside for half an hour,
and returned while the blaze was quivering upwards from the
same brands that were burning at her departure. And to John
Inglefield she was the very image of his buried wife, such as
he remembered her on the first Thanksgiving which they had passed
under their own roof. Therefore, though naturally a stern and
rugged man, he could not speak unkindly to his sinful child,
nor yet
could he take her to his bosom.
“You are welcome home, Prudence,” said he, glancing
sideways at her, and his voice faltered. “Your mother
would have rejoiced to see you, but she
has been gone from us these four months.”
“I know it, father, I know it,” replied Prudence,
quickly. “And yet, when I first came in, my eyes were
so dazzled by the firelight, that she seemed to be sitting in
this very chair!”
By this time the other members of the family had begun to recover
from their surprise, and became sensible that it was no ghost
from the grave,
nor vision of their vivid recollections, but Prudence, her own
self. Her brother was the next that greeted her. He advanced
and held out his hand affectionately, as a brother should; yet
not entirely like a brother, for, with all his kindness, he
was still a clergyman, and speaking to a child of sin.
“Sister Prudence,” said he, earnestly, “I
rejoice that a merciful Providence hath turned your steps homeward,
in time for me to bid you a last farewell. In a few weeks, sister,
I am to sail as a missionary to the far islands of the Pacific.
There is not one of these beloved faces that I shall ever hope
to behold again on this earth. O, may I see all of them—yours
and all—beyond the grave!”
A shadow flitted across the girl’s countenance.
“The grave is very dark, brother,” answered she,
withdrawing her hand somewhat hastily from his grasp. “You
must look your last at me by the light of this fire.”
While this was passing, the twin-girl-the rosebud that had grown
on the same stem with the castaway—stood gazing at her
sister, longing to fling herself upon her bosom, so that the
tendrils of their hearts might intertwine again. At first she
was restrained by mingled grief and shame, and by a dread that
Prudence was too much changed to respond to her affection, or
that her own purity would be felt as a reproach by the lost
one. But, as she listened to the familiar voice, while the face
grew more and more familiar, she forgot everything save that
Prudence had
come back. Springing forward, she would have clasped her in
a close embrace. At that very instant, however, Prudence started
from her chair, and held out both her hands, with a warning
gesture.
“No, Mary,—no, my sister,” cried she, “do
not you touch me. Your bosom
must not be pressed to mine!”
by Nathaniel Hawthorne.